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#21 Stripes_Tha_Proxy

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Posted 30 March 2016 - 05:12 PM

dont apologize.... that....helped alot....all of this helped..... thank you guys
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Posted 30 March 2016 - 05:14 PM

You are very welcome my friend.

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Posted 30 March 2016 - 05:14 PM

you guys saved a life..... you were the only ones i could turn to.... and for that...i thank you
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Posted 30 March 2016 - 06:16 PM

Oh hon I haven't been on for days and just now saw this...

If you decide you want professional help, there are ways to get it also at a very reasonable cost even without insurance.
(Jewish Family Services seriously saved my life and helped me to get and stay on my medication when I needed it...  and they also helped me hold my family together when I got sick and needed to file for disability.)

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Posted 30 March 2016 - 06:20 PM

I am on medication....Antipsychotics... This isnt the first time ive been....suicidal...I have many failed attempts.... I'm not proud to say it...

Thats where my interest in the paranormal comes in.... because... well, I havent died from any of my attempts.... I guess something somewhere doesnt want me dead
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Posted 30 March 2016 - 07:19 PM

View PostStripes_Tha_Proxy, on 30 March 2016 - 06:20 PM, said:

I am on medication....Antipsychotics... This isnt the first time ive been....suicidal...I have many failed attempts.... I'm not proud to say it...

Thats where my interest in the paranormal comes in.... because... well, I havent died from any of my attempts.... I guess something somewhere doesnt want me dead
EXACTLY!!!! Now build on that:)

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Posted 30 March 2016 - 07:25 PM

Stripes.... the truth is, we all have our bad times and horrible periods in our lives. I could tell you stories about my life that would have you praying for my soul. :wacko:
But we all get through it... and when we are on our feet, everything is wonderful! So I hope you will live for those moments, I know I do.

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It's not always so easy... but you get the idea.  :)
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Posted 31 March 2016 - 04:10 AM

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#29 Stripes_Tha_Proxy

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Posted 31 March 2016 - 04:15 AM

Thank you..... All of you. It helps alot
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Posted 31 March 2016 - 02:20 PM

yep, everyone has had some rough spots, and some of us have had to deal with really extreme levels of grief and trouble.

Hang in there!  I should have gone looking for help earlier than I did, but I thought I could tough it out, or that my load wasn't all that unusual, but i really was
trying to carry too much on my own. Don't try to carry it all yourself, help is out there, and doesn't need an obvious crisis to qualify for it.

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Posted 31 March 2016 - 02:29 PM

I really like that picture you posted Jim, i believe. ^.^ thanks I'm making it my background on my laptop...I needed that extra happy thought
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Posted 01 April 2016 - 01:41 AM

View Posttrin, on 31 March 2016 - 02:20 PM, said:

yep, everyone has had some rough spots, and some of us have had to deal with really extreme levels of grief and trouble.

Hang in there!  I should have gone looking for help earlier than I did, but I thought I could tough it out, or that my load wasn't all that unusual, but i really was
trying to carry too much on my own. Don't try to carry it all yourself, help is out there, and doesn't need an obvious crisis to qualify for it.

Excellent, Trin!

View PostStripes_Tha_Proxy, on 31 March 2016 - 02:29 PM, said:

I really like that picture you posted Jim, i believe. ^.^ thanks I'm making it my background on my laptop...I needed that extra happy thought

I was hoping it would make you smile. And maybe even motivate you a bit. ;)
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Posted 02 April 2016 - 08:17 AM

and it did. I appreciate it
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Posted 03 April 2016 - 03:12 AM

Stripes... we care and have been glad to be here for you. But just remember, this is a quick fix (bandage) to help you get through this episode. You will still need to talk to your Doc about your current medication and anything else that will help you avoid further episodes. Maybe even talk to the Doc about seeing a therapist for counseling. My sister had counseling years ago and she said it was one of the best experiences of her life.  :)
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Posted 03 April 2016 - 06:39 AM

I do have a therapist but I dont really trust her all that much
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Posted 03 April 2016 - 11:25 AM

If you don't have a good report, submit a request for a different therapist. You need to trust the person you are sharing these very personal details of your life with or it just doesn't work.  :confused:
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Posted 04 April 2016 - 09:19 AM

View PostStripes_Tha_Proxy, on 30 March 2016 - 07:53 AM, said:

Well....Thanks guys....Not so sure of everything that happened....I know I was very stressed and came very close to stuff so yeah

I'm glad you are better now.  Please don't ever question your existence.  We are all put on this earth for a reason :)
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Posted 04 April 2016 - 09:26 AM

We are! Mine is to be annoying...
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Posted 04 April 2016 - 10:10 AM

View PostVlawdeGStudy, on 04 April 2016 - 09:26 AM, said:

We are! Mine is to be annoying...

No way, not you Vlawde... please say it's not so!  :o  ...... okay, well, now that I think about it, maybe you are just a tad bit annoying at times.  :)
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Posted 24 April 2016 - 04:34 PM

A bit late to the party but Stripes, if you're not connecting with your therapist you should see about talking to another one. You need to have an open and trusting relationship with your therapist as that's what they are there for. I'm sorry I wasn't around when you were feeling low but I know the rest of the members here helped you out :) Please take care!
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