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#1 Portia2012

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Posted 06 February 2018 - 11:41 PM

I wanted to post my own experience with what some are calling a "Shadow Person", though I have discovered that the answer for their existence is more simple than a spirit, as you will find out...


Shortly before I disappeared from this forum a few years back in August of 2015 I started to get heavily involved in EVP taking and using the Ouija Board. It became almost like an obsession after I watched several videos on YouTube. I was spending countless hours trying to capture the next EVP. The week came where it had reached a fever pitch. I was going on about 4 days with no sleep, constantly asking questions and getting awesome EVP's.


On the fourth morning I did not lay down for rest until daylight, and as I looked over at the front of my television I saw a Shadow Figure go across the screen. It was real to me, but I also realize that going on no sleep could have distorted my vision. I am open to the possibility that many will question my experience based on this fact. Later on that night, I started to feel odd. It was like my mind had been taken over. I felt like the landlords was going to set the building on fire, and other dark thoughts came flooding into my senses. I knew something was seriously wrong so I called for an ambulance. From this point until two whole months later I fought my way out of the mental ward, and have not spoke much about it until now. My friends have tried to get me to discuss it, but I always avoided the question because it still frightens me. It was the biggest inner battle for my sanity that I ever went through in my life. I know that whatever was happening it was no longer me in control of my mind. I could not even fill out a simple application, because even though I could read what was being asked, I could not get my mind to command my hands to write the answer. The whole story is rather long, so please feel free to ask any questions if I can answer them. I will also not be giving the name of the entity I was trying to communicate with, but what I have discovered since July is often what we call a Shadow Person, is actually our own Shadow being reflected back to us. Just like nature, we all have Light and Dark in us, and if you see a child crying over seeing their Shadow, this is why. it is our own demon if you will being shown to us.


Mine must have been a tough guy because it almost killed me. I attempted to jump from a bridge the next morning after calling the ambulance. Now that I fully understand more of what it is and why I went through it, I have made peace with it, and I have learned to accept I have things that is not always Light all the time.


You cannot get rid of the Shadow as it is always a part of you, but you can learn to face it head on through acceptance and doing Shadow Work.


As a side note, when I was admitted to the hospital I found out that I had Sepsis, and we have discovered that it can cause hallucinations. Was it that? I am not sure. What I felt was very vivid and real to me. It was only when a preacher put two and two together of my time here in Los Angeles and I wrote a letter asking for forgiveness that my mind returned.


This is why I was gone, because I did not want to be reminded of it. I have missed all of you and this is my way to make full peace with whatever happened to me, and allow the fear to be released.
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Posted 07 February 2018 - 01:35 AM

That is a chilling experience I am glad you made it through your darkness and were strong enough to share your experience and information with us.

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Posted 07 February 2018 - 10:04 AM

Prayers for you. It must be hard to come back. You are a strong person!!

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Posted 07 February 2018 - 11:51 AM

Aside from the Sepsis, 4 days with little/no sleep can cause exactly what you experienced
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Posted 07 February 2018 - 02:10 PM

Thanks for sharing that with us, Portia2012.  Scary stuff.  They say darkness can show you the light, and I believe that is exactly what you experienced.  Glad to know you are doing better :)
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Posted 07 February 2018 - 07:55 PM

View PostVlawde, on 07 February 2018 - 11:51 AM, said:

Aside from the Sepsis, 4 days with little/no sleep can cause exactly what you experienced


No doubt, which is why I provided that information in my story.

View PostNightWalkerGStudy, on 07 February 2018 - 02:10 PM, said:

Thanks for sharing that with us, Portia2012.  Scary stuff.  They say darkness can show you the light, and I believe that is exactly what you experienced.  Glad to know you are doing better :)


Thank you Nightwalker :)
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Posted 07 February 2018 - 10:35 PM

So are you done with Ouija boards, EVP's and communication now?

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Posted 08 February 2018 - 11:02 AM

View PostJim@GhostStudy, on 07 February 2018 - 10:35 PM, said:

So are you done with Ouija boards, EVP's and communication now?



Ouija Boards most definitely I am done with. EVPs and communication I am not so sure about, since I do have psychic abilities, mostly clairvoyant, but I may use this gift for helping people.
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Posted 27 October 2018 - 02:26 PM

I forgot that I already shared my experience. One thing I left out was that I had seen the Shadowy Person before. One night I had just laid down, and I happened to look in the direction of my fan. I saw like a dark mist walk directly in front of the fan. I jumped out of bed and slept with the light on.
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