Posted 10 July 2015 - 03:03 PM
Good Afternoon Moiraesfate,
I apologize for the caps but I was terrifed and couldn't see and think straight. Ok let's start with the questions, The answers to all your questions is no except I moved from Washington last year Feb. seperating from my husband and the house we lived in was his parents and gorgeous, i loved that house but things started going down hill with my husband because he took 4 of his grandkids into his care and as he noticed how well we bonded and the time we spent together he started getting jealous and lashing out at his granchildren and because of me protecting them he then started arguing with me, well soon after that the house became where I was afraid to be in the house alone, and if we were outside doing stuff I wouldn't go in the house, some evil was brewing in that house and i could feel it in every step I took, well the last night i was there we sleeping and i started hearing noises again and this time I called his name and he said I hear it and we raised up and looked at the door and their was someone pacing outside our bedroom door, my husband grabbed his gun and I said make sure it's not a kid or the dog, when he opened the door nothing was there, the dog was asleep in his room, the kids were all down stairs asleep but i knew for sure without a doubt I had to leave that house, after i came here everything was great and peaceful up until about 4 months ago when I was told that I had to have surgery and something i was worried about it was cervical spine surgery and I had 2 disc removed from my neck and donated bone put in to replace it, but before the surgery a good friend had suggested a series of books for me to read by Christine Feehan, so I purchased the first 5 books of that series and started reading The Dark Prince it's about Carpathians who can turn vampire if they don't find their lifemates, well I read the 1st book in one day and I was like wow I wish I had someone in my life like that especially going through this surgery and I was by myself, so I started book 2 but Ikept going back to book 1, well i realized that I had a spirit and the spirit was much like the characters in the book, but never harming me in a mean way, but was still scary and disturbing with all the sexual stuff and one day I thought about what i had said and every thing I had done the spirit didn't leave, so I told the spirit I knew why it was there and I didn't need it anymore and to go that i release you, well the spirit left and a week later more started coming and they are still coming or still here. I am not Christian, I hold no religion but I have faith and God in every fiber of my being, and when these spirits make physical contact as some human type thing and gets on me or grabs me i call for God and it weakens and releases me. I understand Wicca and i have friends who are wiccan and I smudge with white sage, I have apple halves, mandrake root, and a protection herbal bag, and I have a circle of salt around my bed. I have read all you've said and your suggestions, opinions and advice is always welcome, I am at the point where I don't know what else to do or how to do it. I only sleep during day hours when it's energy is low, but between the hours of 12 midnght and 4 am is the worst and just having surgery i need all my rest to heal. I will try the other things that you said if i haven't already tried it or try it your way. Thank you for listening and for replying.