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I tried being strong but the way he grips me at night is like he wants me to be his...idk ….. I don't like it... I'm very confused...
yo what if he impregnates me with an unliving thingy...help.
Posted 21 October 2019 - 06:38 AM
- You do have free will and a voice to tell it to leave
- I would also suggest doing daily house cleansing with resins
- Keep yourself clean, when showering have a daily ritual to visualise showering off any attachments and the water is a shower of white cleansing light.
- Keep your home clean, light and, clutter free and,
- Keep a journal to write how you are feeling and what you feel works well for you.
Posted 22 October 2019 - 04:09 AM
I then found a letter inscribed below:
Iq soz xaar o haerdh qiza zirya la zaq. I yor't xahiawa sael haerdh I've xaar loving esaeu oth sael haerdh I've contained zes haewa.
ya haeaet aem esaeun eyes oth yoq zzich yoq esaeu kowa za melted zes saonq oloes. Yaeza zzaeaey cheeks esaeu sowa, aes, I wished I yaeuhg've kiwar esaeu o tizz niksq oloes. Oz zaeaer oz I zaa esaeun moya, zes knees kae laot, zes saonq throbs hoping qae maah esaeu onaeuth za. Esaeun xaeges iz perfection oth qae za iq gaeaz raeq zoqqabbi.
I loved ya loes esaeu looked oq za ya aeyabbi goes. I yaeuhgr'q qoht, zes zaeuy mahq numb oth I stuttered. I wished I sog ya courage qae gae zae 'cause esaeu're ya zaeed xaouqimuh ordhah I sowa awabbi zaar. Zoesxa Kaeg closed zes eyes qae aeyabbi kinhz oth esaeu attracted zes oqqaaiiaer. I sowa xaar waiting maen esaeu maen 3 years rael, I saeda I'll xa oxch qae qoht qae esaeu zaeaer. I bued gaer'q sowa ya courage.
thanks maen ya zzich esaeu kowa za. I naozzes mahq zae lightened irziga yoq I melted. I yaeuhg zoes raeyirdh xuq qae bued edona oq esaeun roqunoh xaouqes. I lil't la yaeuhg kae aeuq qaekayabbi aera goes oth la yaeuhg sowa aeun nights xes ya bay oth yoq I yaeuhg daeun aeuq zes maahirdhz qae esaeu. Yort esaeu, esaeu awaken za, gaad irziga. Awar I'm esaeu gaer'q haewa za, I'll ohloesz loiq maen esaeu oth rae zoqqabbi s'oq, esaeu ona ir zes saonq. rae zoqqabbi s'oq happens. I saeda I'll xa oxch qae saehg esaeu ir zes arms oth qazz esaeu yoq I haewa esaeu. Yoq's ozz I raph mnaez esaeu. I haewa esaeu oth yoq's o dnaeziza
I found a translator around 6 today:
It has been a long time since we met. I can't believe how long I've been loving you and how long I've contained my love.
The look of your eyes and that smile that you gave me melted my heart away. Those smooth cheeks you have, oh, I wished I could've given you a kiss right away. As soon as I see your face, my knees go weak, my heart throbs hoping to feel you around me. Your body is perfection and to me it does not matter.
I loved the way you looked at me the other day. I couldn't talk, my mouth felt numb and I stuttered. I wished I had the courage to do so 'cause you're the most beautiful angel I have ever seen. Maybe God closed my eyes to other girls and you attracted my attention. I have been waiting for you for 3 years now, I hope I'll be able to talk to you soon. I just don't have the courage.
Thanks for the smile you gave me. I really felt so lightened inside that I melted. I could say nothing but to just stare at your natural beauty. I wish we could go out together one day and we could have our nights by the bay and that I could pour out my feelings to you. Thank you, you awaken me, deep inside. Even if you don't love me, I'll always wait for you and no matter what, you are in my heart... no matter what happens. I hope I'll be able to hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you. That's all I need from you. I love you and that's a promise.
I never was baptized and now I'm considering it very much. What yalll think?
I smiled cause I wanted to show I was strong. HELPPPPPP
I don't have much money to buy things to get ride of it and I'm not a Christian I'm agnostic so.....I really don't know if those methods would work.
Posted 22 October 2019 - 04:58 AM
what have you tried to rid it?
Posted 22 October 2019 - 07:14 PM
what have you tried to rid it?
can you take a picture of the letters and your freak of a friend? maybe if we know what it looks like we will have a better handle on how to help
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