Entity Following Or Protecting Me?
Posted 01 December 2016 - 11:35 PM
Could Ouija Board help me communicate with it? I am kind of scared sometimes.
Posted 02 December 2016 - 12:29 AM
If she is your guardian angel (or demon) it is probably not good to "give" her a name, as you do not own her and she would be above you.
However, I want to be honest with what I personally see in your experience. I have experienced something similar - albeit not paranormal.
I went through a brief period of psychosis (that is a symptom of a greater mental illness, the onset) that was triggered after so much stress and anxiety.
I started hearing things, hallucinations..and feeling like I had somebody there, although I didn't. Delusions, or beliefs that things were happening when they weren't. I would also talk in my head to it with a distorted belief it heard although deep down I knew I created it. I needed it because I was not okay but it made me feel safe. Believing that whatever you want can happen just by asking them, and then seeing it happen, is not proof that they made it happen. As you noted it "sometimes" happens. That is coincidence, not power.
I don't want to look like I'm attacking you. I'm not. But, I will recommend getting an evaluation to rule out all possibilities of mental illness as it was also recommended to me.
Yes, it could be possible there is a angel or demon with you. But I personally am unsure of why you picked a video game character to name your Angel or Demon. Also, please never use a Ouija Board. It can bring things that you really do not want in your life. What sounds do you hear? Could you give some examples?
Posted 02 December 2016 - 01:40 AM
Posted 02 December 2016 - 01:16 PM
Yes, I believe people have guides. Yes I believe they can interact with them. But I also know that dark things tend to not attack all at once but come in the guise of guides, small children, helpless old people...
If she's your guide time will tell. She will never tell you what you want to hear or what you want to do... she will only protect you and say and do what is best for you (which when they show up is often unpleasant). You will only get love and guidance that is in your highest interest or to help others.
She'll also understand your being leery and probably encourage it if she is actually a guide.
ETA: I think the fear is a clue. I have never once in my entire life been afraid around a guide. Your gut is telling you to not trust her. Don't trust her and don't encourage her.
Posted 02 December 2016 - 02:33 PM
I'm not educated on these types of things and how to know for sure what it is trying to get your attention.
I've personally experienced my spirit guide or angel when I was in danger, he/she sent me warnings. I never saw them or heard them speak and it never tried to get my attention or make itself known after wards. I didnt question the warning, I just knew it was genuine and I needed to listen to be safe.
After a long night of praying when I was distraught about something, I had 3 consecutive dreams that I believe were answers to my prayers as I understood the symbolism of the dreams. I was sharing them with my family when I started speaking in biblical terms, terms I'd never read or heard of before.(I dont read the bible) My family froze and turned white and asked what I was saying. I was dumbfounded and asked 'what do you mean, what did I say?' as I didnt hear myself say it or even realized it happened. They repeated it back to me and the words in the bible were as direct as possible to my prayer.
I've been reading about spirit guides and angels to try and help you out. As Tantric said, the fear is a clue. That dream you had was pretty scary! That doesn't feel like a safe message, but a frightening warning. If it is doing something you want, is it to better you? Or is it something that simply satisfies you, makes you happy, or follows greed? Such as being responsible for changing your parents mind about going to a party, buying something you want, ect.. If it is it might not be an angel. They are there to protect you.
Edited by mothx1, 02 December 2016 - 02:35 PM.
Posted 03 December 2016 - 09:31 PM
Posted 12 December 2016 - 10:02 AM
Posted 12 December 2016 - 10:55 AM
What is it if it's not an angel? What does it want from me??
Posted 12 December 2016 - 11:32 AM
Stop communicating with it right now.
Take steps to bring positivity to your life and home.
Don't communicate with it or acknowledge its existence. Same goes for anything else that pops up until you are sure you are completely rid of it.
Posted 12 December 2016 - 12:06 PM
Posted 12 December 2016 - 12:13 PM
Posted 13 December 2016 - 04:34 PM
Creating blind fascination in others is one way negative people and neg entities in general get a foothold into victims' lives imo. At least with living people, you can see and hear who you're dealing with, and they can't casually torture you from inside your own mind (unless they maybe rely on some sort of ritual magic). I can strongly recommend you walk away now but only you can will yourself to do that despite your fascination. And I do second that recommendation for you to see a psychiatrist. The thing about having delusions and hallucinations is you don't necessarily know you're having them because they seem so real.
Posted 14 December 2016 - 12:09 AM
Posted 14 December 2016 - 11:53 AM
When my haunting started, my mind told me what's going on is paranormal. But even though my perception was "This is real" it was pragmatic to visit a psychiatrist because I understood that the nature of hallucinations is that they mimic reality. Actually, I saw another psych doc years later (recently) once I realized I was under personal attack by it.
Both visits gave me peace of mind, hearing I had/have no signs of psychosis. But let's say I had those symptoms: Well then there are excellent treatments and practical strategies to help manage it. There are many folks who find peace and relief after proper diagnosis. Also, I wish there wasn't such a social stigma against people with thought disorders and those who deal w/hallucinations.
Edited by Raphaela, 14 December 2016 - 11:56 AM.
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