Posted 07 December 2018 - 05:57 AM
Ok True North, thanks and I appreciate the help. *waves at everyone* I know I condensed what happened, it was a long progressive journey, one event leading to the next... We went to the Catholic Church several years back asking for help, the told us things we could to protect ourselves. They offered to come out to our home however, once we buried the ashes everything seemed to be well again. Nothing that didn’t have an explanation happened moving forward until in 2015 when I just blacked out and have little to no memory. I came to in the hospital a week later and we believed i had experienced mold poisoning. I left the region for a short time and as soon as I came back it happened again, this time worse, the effects lasted longer. I have been to a neurologist and he said I am ok and it was likely not mold which is what everyone has told me all along. They ran several tests and did full work ups on me, unknown diagnosis and it’s being treated as psychological. I was really happy at the time and there wasn’t a ton of stress so I am having a really hard time accepting that. I still think mold exposure was the cause because I am in the place it happened both times and the mold is completely gone. It was unbelievable really, there was every color mold in the book in my mothers basement when I got here, we had to get a dumpster and throw everything away. All my photos, memorabilia, Christmas decorations, etc... When I sold my homestead I moved my stuff to my mothers basement. Cause, moisture nothing paranormal there I don’t think. Keep in mind I have a higher IQ, I have formed, owned and operated business’s a few multimillion $ ones, I have raised three kids and have three grandchildren. I have a problem disassociating (stepping outside of problems so I can see solutions) but always thought to be relatively sane. My family is calling me concerned something is happening again, my mom called me talking about a warning dream, my daughter is really struggling in her new home and is afraid again.